So as some of you may have noticed, I have been absent for quite some time.
Well here's why....
Remember that steady job I used to have? I quit it.
Remember that boy I used to date? I ran away.
Remember that college town I used to live in? I left it.
These choices were all 100% mine. They tried to tell me not to do it, but I knew in my heart it was what I had to do.
So here's the big question everyone has been wondering... now what?
Honestly, I don't know.
But here's what I do know. Right now, it's 2:18 am and I'm wide awake thinking about my future. Not worrying, just thinking. Everyone always asks me what I'm going to do and I never have an answer. I'm going to go wherever my heart tells me. I made this drastic change in my life so that I could figure out who I was, and I'll be damned if I did all this for nothing. So right now, even though to the rest of the world my situation seems a little gloomy, I know I'm going to be just fine.
I have such a strong sense of faith right now and it's almost overwhelming. I have a beautiful support system here with my family who wants me to do whatever it is that makes me happy. They also understand how important it is for me to make this journey on my own.
So here I am. With this whole new crazy life in front of me. And I hope you want to stick around and watch how it turns out. I promise, it will be an amazing journey.
I have such a strong sense of faith right now and it's almost overwhelming. I have a beautiful support system here with my family who wants me to do whatever it is that makes me happy. They also understand how important it is for me to make this journey on my own.
So here I am. With this whole new crazy life in front of me. And I hope you want to stick around and watch how it turns out. I promise, it will be an amazing journey.
